Monday, June 30, 2008

So what's the complication? It's only conversation.

Holding your hand was the earliest birthday present this year.

Hugging you was my lifes birthday present in advance.

Having being loved by you is an irreplacable gift.
Angel Like You Sent Sorrow Away.

Angel Like You Should Stay Away.

I'm sorry. I'm So so sorry.

I'm a broken person.

I'm just a boy.

I broke my own heart.

I'm sorry.

Thursday, June 19, 2008

Ever wondered why the word beautiful has no past tense?

That is because what is beautiful stays that way for eternity.

Same goes for how love for a person can be that strong as well, you'll see that mine for you that long as well. I'm sorry. I love you.



Every ounce of my heart given to thine valentine.
Was hers ever mine?
This rage that burns within,
Has turned my love into murderous sin
Oh how i howled in heart break,
I now howl for your heart steak
Like the bottled gas in a shaken coke,
It hurts when the pain cant get through
All these emotions start to choke,
Because i still love you.


Love songs for losers
Songs full of trite
Written for failures
For a sour grape night.


Angels mistake you as kin
Love without you is a sin
Years are seconds when you're here
Seconds are eternity when i miss you dear
Stars go dim in your presense
As you're beautiful, that's no pretense.

Saturday, March 31, 2007

Jamie and Chari;
Together forever;
A futile endeavor;
I shall never marry.

Wednesday, March 21, 2007

My inner compass never ceases spinning.
Like the needle, round, i am running.
It doesn't stop, but i'm getting weary.
My hour glass's top's waning; For my future i worry.

Saturday, March 17, 2007

Against the cold of the world,
Which fate and circumstance hurled,
I started a fine fire
Like Rocky who i so admire.

There are times when i am lost,
And my fire is exhaust.
Sometimes the world gets colder,
And my burdens become heavier..

This is when i fuel my fire.
To get power i so desire;
I put a forest fire in a lamp,
Now a foolish attempt.

Alas this fire has me consumed,
When rage was the answer, i assumed.

Wednesday, March 14, 2007

My heart
Cold
Taken
Still not empty.
Not broken
As novels depict.
Glued together by
Memories of you. Oh my.
I feared every of your cry,
And relised your voices when high.
Now this broken vase is holding,
The only memories of us i have.
The hours for sweet dreams to last have ended.
But i'll still love you after death.
The dark of the night,
My sole companion.
Cos i saw the light,
Of broken union.

I thought you were mine,
Our love asinsine.
Til i heard others
Proclaim the same too.

Monday, February 26, 2007

I drag my feet.
I'm admitting defeat.
These bags i carry,
makes me weary.
they weigh down my heart.
I asked for them at the start.

I want to break free.

YES!
What ZEST!
HOW MIGHTY IT FEELS!
OH WHAT WEALS!

Then i look down.
And i frown.
Their bags i took,
Now their backs crook.
I asked for the Onus.
Their Love a bonus.

It makes the pain worthwhile.
Just to make them smile.
So let me shoulder.
Let me make up.
This emotional boulder,
My buttercup.



What's a hand that cannot hold,
A voice that cannot sing?
A heart that cannot care?
A love if it cannot cure?
At least one of us's sure.
And the other dare.
But whats's this thing?
So beautiful we behold?

This L word is so obscene.
Only the two of us has seen.
Into it i careen.
But is it the same that your others have been?




You are my sunshine.
My only sunshine.
You make me happy,
when skies are grey.
I forgot the words the lyrics say.
But seeing you makes me gay.

I Love you.